Serial Killer Nut Case: Xia being attacked and woken up and observations of 'I'

The symbol above means little to Serial Killer except as a tool for his serial killing. It provides him the power and wealth for which he can actualize his state of mind as a serial killer. He surrounds himself with people of like mind and perpetuates this mind set in the body of the NZ Police.

Erotic dreams were again induced in me with the intention that I would act on Xia. I was then woken up at about 0630 am. Xia was also awoken about 0700 am.Serial Killer's team continue to sit on her intermittently at this time.

About the erotic dreams. There are times when they are more like an observation by a disinterested observer. You (the being in control of yourself) are just a neutral consciousness and you are actually not in control of yourself.

There are other times when you appear to have the complete emotional and sensual experience of an erotic encounter. You again are just experiencing and not in control of yourself.

These two experiences depend of what is being done by the controllers. If the controllers (or a few of them) are undergoing a sexual experience than this is what you will be feeling. Usually this means that one or more of  them is masturbating or having sex.

At this moment, I am unable to write using the words I wish as I have Serial Killer's team messing up my thoughts.

All the above has been a constant for the last 6 years.

A thought about the necessity for morality in the police force...

It is the job if the police to police. The police are given the time, resources and 'super-powers' that could make them a dangerous terrorist group. Serial Killer's position is that many of the  underworld gangs use these techniques so he does the same. I say if you are inclined in that belief than join these gangs and not the force. You are a government body whose purpose is to protect society - theoretically.